once i considered her my best friend, once we texted everyday about everything and nothing at all, once i thought she was the one friend i had that i could truly count on to be there till the end.
now we never text at all.
not gonna lie, it hurt so bad when i realised how distant we were becoming but there was nothing i could do to change it. or maybe there was, but i didn’t try hard enough because what’s the point of trying to hold on to a friend who clearly no longer cares? instead of trying to close the distance i just walked away too. maybe i should have tried harder. maybe.
and i go on facebook and see all those posts from my secondary school classmates showing how close they still are to each other, and i feel a little bitter. maybe i should have made better friendship choices then.
once i cried thinking about the memories we had and our friendship and how it’s all just nothing but a memory now. now i don’t feel anything at all. maybe it’s true that time really does heal everything.
and it’s strange how i’m now so close to f instead.
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