(unintentional) selfharming.

/ lyrically

I’ve been doing it since I was, what, eleven years old? So it’s been about eight years and I’m now suffering the consequences of it and I regret it so much now and I just pray it isn’t permanent. Ugh. That feeling when things start to look up but then everything feels like it’s going downhill again and life is shit once again.

2 thoughts on “(unintentional) selfharming.”

  1. Hi there!

    I was crazy and I self-harmed too when I was 16-18! Only stopped when I was last year when I started to leave my JC (where all the judgemental people were) and when I start to distance myself from some toxic people from my life.

    I know how it feels when, everything is so overwhelming and i was literally choking up with all the stress and the weight of my world on my shoulders – and self-harming seemed to be the only stress reliever.
    And I’ve suffered many ugly scars on my arms and I even wore watch to hide them!

    I have really close friends in sec school that self-harm too. And from here, I’ll like to tell you that you’re strong! Self-harm may be relieving at the start, but why hurt ourselves when we’re already suffering so much?

    I hope you’ll be really happy, and wouldn’t feel this way anymore. From time to time if you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me! I read your blog often! 😉 you can do this! I know how inferiority can really eat someone up and making me feel like I’m scum and the most worthless person in the world. What I’ve learnt over the years is that- if we’re going to live our lives under the pressure of how others is going to see/ judge us, we’re gonna waste our youths away.

    We’re in our 20s!!!! Life should be filled with love, and surround yourself with family and those who really care! Make true connections! (Impt for survival in uni? 😦 ). Wear whatever you like and want to! It’s 2015 😊

    You’re reallt brave! And please cont to stay this way. All the best! Even though I might not know you but I think your personality is really great! Really similar to mine! 🙂

    With regards
    Tammy

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